從一個手勢開始…
創造出文章中的女主角–阿涅絲,故事的情節也由此展開……
閱讀此書,自身猶如處於氫氣球上,委實不知道故事會怎麼走……但一幕一幕的場景,似乎一圈又一圈地、進進出出的,引領我們直通往故事的終結,過程是迴旋的、沒方向的……
在繞圈圈的過程,似乎身旁伴隨著一位手持解剝刀的夢遊者,在他的帶領下,將路上的每件事物都極為徹底地解析,然而在解析中又引領你步進另一個深度;但因這位夢遊者,常會突如其來的將你從解析的過程中蹦了出來。趣味由是而生。
猶如人生的舞台......
2009年2月20日 星期五
2009年2月6日 星期五
My Story
Everyday, moving inside and outside light and shadow, embracing the darkness, feeling the solitude, enjoying the different lives...
Once I was a movie maniac. Seeing movies became a vital part in my life. It was because I can feel LIFE from the moving light and shadow. Even though I have never the same experience, I can just FEEL it, FELL into it and IMAGINE about it. All these brought me with sorrow and laughter, emptiness and richness. All are binaries but those are the actuality of life.
From Tarkovsky’s Nostalgia, I can feel the feeling of being nostalgic. As a Hong Kong native citizen and all my family members are crowded in the places that belong to us, scarcely do I have to chance to have this feeling. Urban life implies limited spaces but everywhere is accessible. Nostalgic feeling is something strange to me. Nevertheless, in the movie, from the grayish atmosphere, from the wrinkles of the main character, from the speechless silence and refraining from the mass, I was deeply impressed and touched by the sorrow lingered in the air. I could feel the pain and uneasiness of the main character and I could totally get into it. Never could I forget this nostalgic feeling, despite I have never experience before.
I met Toto and Alfredo in Cinema Paradiso at my age of seventeen. From two of them, I understand the essence of life. Alfredo said to Toto: “Living here day by day, you think it's the center of the world. You believe nothing will ever change. Then you leave: a year, two years. When you come back, everything's changed. The thread's broken. What you came to find isn't there. What was yours is gone. You have to go away for a long time... many years... before you can come back and find your people.” Hong Kong, as a globalized city, I understand that I am just a tidy part of this land. Living in such a fast-pace city, things are changing as fast as we can catch up with. Situations were just totally different from Alfredo and Toto’s little village in Italy. However, the essence in the same: the celebration of youth to chase with your dreams, the cherishing of the friendships we ever have. I was enlightened at the age of seventeen, with the aid of this film.
However, many years ago, I started to depart from films. Life seems to become dry from that day onwards. The reasons: maybe just because of busy in life, or the tiredness embodies no more energy to go to the cinema, or the excuse to face the losing self…… So memorize the days with films, so memorize the days with naïve charm.
The story doesn’t end, as I believe one day I can get back my losing self…
Once I was a movie maniac. Seeing movies became a vital part in my life. It was because I can feel LIFE from the moving light and shadow. Even though I have never the same experience, I can just FEEL it, FELL into it and IMAGINE about it. All these brought me with sorrow and laughter, emptiness and richness. All are binaries but those are the actuality of life.
From Tarkovsky’s Nostalgia, I can feel the feeling of being nostalgic. As a Hong Kong native citizen and all my family members are crowded in the places that belong to us, scarcely do I have to chance to have this feeling. Urban life implies limited spaces but everywhere is accessible. Nostalgic feeling is something strange to me. Nevertheless, in the movie, from the grayish atmosphere, from the wrinkles of the main character, from the speechless silence and refraining from the mass, I was deeply impressed and touched by the sorrow lingered in the air. I could feel the pain and uneasiness of the main character and I could totally get into it. Never could I forget this nostalgic feeling, despite I have never experience before.
I met Toto and Alfredo in Cinema Paradiso at my age of seventeen. From two of them, I understand the essence of life. Alfredo said to Toto: “Living here day by day, you think it's the center of the world. You believe nothing will ever change. Then you leave: a year, two years. When you come back, everything's changed. The thread's broken. What you came to find isn't there. What was yours is gone. You have to go away for a long time... many years... before you can come back and find your people.” Hong Kong, as a globalized city, I understand that I am just a tidy part of this land. Living in such a fast-pace city, things are changing as fast as we can catch up with. Situations were just totally different from Alfredo and Toto’s little village in Italy. However, the essence in the same: the celebration of youth to chase with your dreams, the cherishing of the friendships we ever have. I was enlightened at the age of seventeen, with the aid of this film.
However, many years ago, I started to depart from films. Life seems to become dry from that day onwards. The reasons: maybe just because of busy in life, or the tiredness embodies no more energy to go to the cinema, or the excuse to face the losing self…… So memorize the days with films, so memorize the days with naïve charm.
The story doesn’t end, as I believe one day I can get back my losing self…
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